No matter how much I plan it
I don't really know if I can stand it
Late nights I can't really manage
Hundred thousand miles to your planet
I'm not built for this trip
I'm not built for this ride
Through these very long nights
I'm running out of my time
And if I wanna be alone, I should probably say that shit
Things I know I can't even fake, I'd trip
'Cause we both know all the f*cking hate I'd get
For saying something, make me wanna lose my grip
I really wanna love you
And I see the stars above you
And I know that I can trust you
But no matter where I run to
No matter how much I plan it
I don't really know if I can stand it
Late nights I can't really manage
Hundred thousand miles to your planet
Graduation night
Slipping into the pain, can't really say this right
Praying you can take it twice
'Cause heartbreaking is hard
I guess my greatest vice is holding on way too long
I know I'm not the type to hold back
Wishing I could own that
Wishing that you didn't come down with your hair thrown back
And that smile on your face
Like, it'd be such a waste for me to say it was over
That I'm in the wrong place
But this shit's my design
And I could try to feign a smile
I know I haven't seen your face in a while
You gave me feelings I ain't felt since a child
So faint and so mild
Felt like a movie every time I was racing those miles
But time, it tries, it's my demise
I hear your cries right off the line
You can't disguise it
I'm running through these thoughts in my eyelids
Calling your phone as I pull up in the driveway
Can't hide it
No matter how much I plan it
I don't really know if I can stand it
Late nights I can't really manage
Hundred thousand miles to your planet
Guess I thought you're the one that I was supposed to love
I'll move on
Know I'm wrong, so I'll be all alone