Shit be good wen u goin up shit get bad wen u goin down
Hurd bout this thing call happiness i no how it feel but its been awhile
No how it feel but it been a while
Nigga been down since i been a child
Threw all the pain and the hurt and the struggle
I hide all this pain i fell wit a smile
Dont wanna feel no emotion
I can not feel no emotion
Wont let em get any closer
My pain running deep as they ocean
Nigga been jockin me hoes they be crossin me and i be beatin n broken
Wont let em get any closer want let em get any
I treat my problems like a nappy head bih make it straighten out like i put a perm in it
Treat my trust like a dollar to get my trust gotta earn it
Yeah u might see a nigga smilen but da pain run deeper then the surface
At night i be fightin them demonds yea i be tossin and turnin
I did 3 year all fa da sale charge yea dey took everything from a nigga
Money cars and the close came home n my babymama pregnant from another nigga
Da shit rippen a nigga hart out kept it pushin but i cant be broke
Nigga had to chase dat check had to swallow dat shit but i damned near choke
Dats wen i opened my eye n i happen to see
Bih im to good of a nigga how the f*ck dis shit happen to me
But now i be bustin em in n i ride wit da strap on da seat
Dey call me hot pocket why i b packin da heat
Shit be good wen u goin up shit get bad wen u goin down
Hurd bout this thing call happiness i no how it feel but its been awhile
No how it feel but it been a while
Nigga been down since i been a child
Threw all the pain and the hurt and the struggle
I hide all this pain i fell wit a smile
Dont wanna feel no emotion
I can not feel no emotion
Wont let em get any closer
My pain running deep as they ocean
Nigga been jockin me hoes they be crossin me and i be beatin n broken
Wont let em get any closer want let em get any
If you listen ill teach a nigga sum ill neva lead a nigga wrong
I can do bad by myself ion need no friends ill leave a nigga alone
Dey just wanna see a nigga fall off n a aint even did nothin wrong
But like a night light in a night light boi u gotta leave a nigha on
I be tryna put a nigga on put a lil money in ya pocket
Just brought a brand new draco gotta kool aid smile wen i pop it
Be carful of the people that u call friends eyes on the ones that u let round
Cuz people come up just to pick u up but some pick u up just to let ya down
I can not feel no emotion
Either u sink or u floatin
Wont let em get any closer im not a killer dont provoke
I done been beatin and broken
Im done wit the wishin and hopin
Wont let em get any closer
Snakes rats and da roaches
Shit be good wen u goin up shit get bad wen u goin down
Hurd bout this thing call happiness i no how it feel but its been awhile
No how it feel but it been a while
Nigga been down since i been a child
Threw all the pain and the hurt and the struggle
I hide all this pain i fell wit a smile
Dont wanna feel no emotion
I can not feel no emotion
Wont let em get any closer
My pain running deep as they ocean
Nigga been jockin me hoes they be crossin me and i be beatin n broken
Wont let em get any closer want let em get any
I can not feel no emotion
Either u sink or u floatin
Wont let em get any closer im not a killer dont provoke
I done been beatin and broken
Im done wit the wishin and hopin
Wont let em get any closer
Snakes rats and da roache