Need to write
It's natural I need time to understand that
Feel different everyday's a new reassessment
I struggle sometimes to get all of their acts
Lil unsocial but yet I look like I am
With the closest ones I don't miss a detail
I'm playing mysterious but some get me well
And under my duvet
Questions never miss the call
Like have I missed my young
Maybe my days will end soon
Always uncertain
Never lack when it comes to create so
I occupy my mind
I will never let it consume my heart
Tryna balance both I tend
To let one take full control
They want me to calculate it when I just wanna live my art
I see this negatively but deep down inside I know they're right
Cover my eyes I don't lose sight
Cut my legs I will still walk forward
I build myself as days past
So why I feel divided more than ever
Mixed feelings
My motivation is falling from the 9th floor
Keep losing
My body don't obey to my head anymore
My heart
Is changing by feelings I'm learning the pattern
All along
I'm asking if I'm the only one like that
So sad
To be happy that way
It's hard
Struggle this every day
Like I'm splitted
Goin to both sides
Like I'm splitted
Goin to both sides
So I isolate myself
This has nothing to do with anyone
I just like that
I know how cold I could be at times
You should understand
When the night comes and I overthink
I feel pain I feel shitty all that heals me's sleep
Every morning I feel blessed like I got
Some abilities to do some of my life
Overthinking when I anticipate
Is often when my plans are not going well
I bought a boat I set sail need to slide
I chase a sunset that I see every night
I slide on the waves
Like there was any stream This ocean's so calm
When I try to rise
There's always something that avoid me to shine
The fault's mine
The only person that I'm hard with is myself
The fault's mine
Explain me how the f*ck I'm supposed to be well
Mixed feelings
My motivation is falling from the 9th floor
Keep losing
My body don't obey to my head anymore
My heart
Is changing by feelings I'm learning the pattern
All along
I'm asking if I'm the only one like that
So sad
To be happy that way
It's hard
Struggle this every day
Like I'm splitted
Goin to both sides
Like I'm splitted
Goin to both sides