Lil Fix - Losing Myself Lyrics

I think i'm losing myself in a game full of greed
I think i'm losing myself and i'm struggling to see
It's getting harder to breathe, will I ever help me?
I think i'm losing myself in a game full of greed
I think i'm losing myself and i'm struggling to see
It's getting harder to breathe, will I ever help me?
Will I ever help me? Will I ever help me?
Too many nights I been up on my own
Too many nights tryna plot for my throne
Question myself but i'm fine on my own, up at night running 'round in my head but i'm gold
I'm lying, I need help but i'm fighting, i'm still trying
I won't give up hope 'til i'm lying in a box
Closed casket, nobody's crying
It's a shame, I spent too long labelled a lame
Climbing up but I don't want the fame
I want the money in my bank and a house with a Range outside and it's all in my name
If you step in my way then i'm cutting the ties
I don't need you 'cos I don't need the lies
I'm working harder and all you despise
You living in jealousy, i'm in the skies
Blowin' my DMs, I don't hear your cries
I'm off the drugs now these f*ckers won't ride
You broke the trust but it's cool, that's fine
I'm above you, transcend, i'll rise
How many times have I screamed out loud?
How many times you ignored that sound?
Act like my friend but you can't come 'round
Can't even say that my cries aren't loud
How many times have I screamed out loud?
How many times you ignored that sound?
Act like my friend but you can't come 'round
Can't even say that my cries aren't loud
What's your excuse? Time to ring that bell
Step in my way and i'll pump that shell
Dragging me down even after I fell
F*ck off, i'm kicking you back down to hell
Plays on the rise, once again, don't tell
I don't fit the rest but there's no need to dwell
I'm on my on shit, i'll make what I want
If I wanna scream then i'll add in the sound
Pussy, you pull up, get hit with the bat
Crowbar to his face bitch, stay in your place
I'm on-top of the world and i'm chopping it up
Bar after bar, leaving you in the dust
Still popping bars, pussy, still on the trend?
I'm off them shits and I lost all my friends
I'm so f*cking sick, will the pain ever end?
I'm tired of this shit, will the pain ever end?
Law of attraction, put work in to help
Lower your ego, yourself, you will find
Trapped in my head and i'm struggling to breathe
Paranoid f*ck wishing life to be seized
Got a new bitch, pink hair, on her knees
Open your mouth bitch, swallow my seed
I don't love you so i'm kicking you out
I don't trust you 'cos I don't trust myself
I'll never find love, that shit won't be found
I'm all alone, to myself, i'm bound
I'm sick of trying for the people who take
Draining myself for you bitches who fake
When I call you out, well then, i'm in the wrong
Baby, slow down, I can f*ck through your thong
Screaming at me, like it's me in the wrong
Shut the f*ck up, take a scan through my songs
Listen for the pain that I hide
I don't like life, I was tested and tried
Kinky little bitch, gag-ball in her thighs
Fixy on-top, can you not see my rise?
Back for my throne and i'm takin' what's mine
Crown on my head, if you try me, you'll die
I'm sick of playing, i'm taking what's mine
I'm sick of waiting, I go against time