Scarred Heart Video (MV)

My biggest fear is losing someone that I love
I got some people in the sky I been wishing I could hug
Mama still asking me why am I holding on all these drugs
Living with a broken heart, I been thinking bout giving up
Love is what made me, still a mama's baby
Lord come and save me, can't let these demons take me
Still committing sins, I know i'm wrong, i'm trying to make it right
Everyday I pray and thank god for another night
I been feeling pain, its getting worse
Now i'm starting to feel like this a curse
Hate I had to see my granny in a hearse
Like everything I been through is in reverse
I been through trials, I done seen it all
Its a different type of pain when you been through it all
I wonder who gone pick me up and who gone watch me fall
If I had to give my last, then ima give my all
They seen the other side of me, ion owe an apology
I see why they acknowledged me, old hittas prada me
Fall back, I move different, I can say I changed up
I done switch my game up, now i'm getting famous
I wonder why ain been the same, ain't been feeling like myself
I was down, ain't have no help, couldn't call on no one else
I can't let nobody knock me off, pin the ball, I top it off
If its smoke, I walk it off, whats really what the talk about
My biggest fear is losing someone that I love
I got some people in the sky I been wishing I could hug
Mama still asking me why am I holding on all these drugs
Living with a broken heart, I been thinking bout giving up
Love is what made me, still a mama's baby
Lord come and save me, can't let these demons take me
Still committing sins, I know i'm wrong, i'm trying to make it right
Everyday I pray and thank god for another night
Been hurting inside, feel like i'm dying, why give up, I cant stop trying
I been drowning in my tears been trying to stop myself from crying
I'm only living for the minute, ain't no telling when i'm gone
Ain't got no choice but I been trying to make and get it on my own
I could tell em how I feel, they still don't understand my pain
I been, thinking bout my life, the way it's been, it feel so strange
They hate the person that I am, they hate the fact that I done changed
See, I was always told, to stay myself and maintain
Heartbroken, I been trying to find where love at
I walk around with a frown, can't get my smile back
I got some people in the sky, I want em all back
Ill do anything I can to have em all back
My biggest fear is losing someone that I love
I got some people in the sky I been wishing I could hug
Mama still asking me why am I holding on all these drugs
Living with a broken heart, I been thinking bout giving up
Love is what made me, still a mama's baby
Lord come and save me, can't let these demons take me
Still committing sins, I know i'm wrong, i'm trying to make it right
Everyday I pray and thank god for another night