Lil Lxst - Different. Lyrics

Again on my ass like I'm someone different
I see how much shit can change because of some distance
I really just need one single person to listen
Ever since that time I still been reminiscing
I want shit to go back yes I'm wishing
I can't handle these snakes always hissing
Nigga's be on my ass hating and dissing
I don't care they hate and have a grudge always clinching
Having Cousin laying on a hospital bed
Lots of shit running through my little head
Don't want him in that position take me instead
Grew up with Ricardo you ain't know how many tears I shed
But bro strong he won't go out dead
That's a promise to the fam remember what I said
Richard you told me we was going to chase the bread
Don't worry we going to get big that's what you said
Nah
I don't feel nothing again
You made me realize
How much shit can change from one day
Trying hell of hard
Brought me no where
Putting down my guard
Wasn't aware
Praying to my god
It was very rare
Feeling some type of vibe with you
Didn't think
Shit was going to change
Realize that
I needed to have faith
No words to say
But to only pray
Damn right I made everything about you
Spent my time and effort I still don't even have you