They left my heart so cold , man I swear inside a blizzard
I been trying to change my ways but the devil on a mission
They can never keep it real , man they always tellin riddles
Mama told me grab a book but instead I grabbed a pistol
I keep hearing voices man , I'm so f*cked in the head
Shawty all up on me now , maybe cause I got some bread
And I'm trying numb my pain , just by taking all these meds
Why is life so hard ? You either locked up or you dead
They don't love you til you die
Why they always telling lies ?
Tryna let go of my past , so you'll always see my high
And I started from the bottom but I knew that I would raise
And I'm taking chances everyday I gotta keep that iron
How I know you'll keep it real ?
If I get caught I won't squeal
I stay looking at the sky , wishing Karon was still here
Imma speak my mind always , I don't care how n****s feel
I got recent scars on me , so it's gone take time to heal
Mama work a double shift , so I gotta get rich
I can't let him take nothing , so he gotta get split
I ain't trusting none these hoes , I know bitches ain't s**t
If I ever shot my shot , man I swea I ain't miss
They left my heart so cold , man I swear inside a blizzard
I been trying to change my ways but the devil on a mission
They can never keep it real , man they always tellin riddles
Mama told me grab a book but instead I grabbed a pistol
I keep hearing voices man , I'm so f*cked in the head
Shawty all up on me now , maybe cause I got some bread
And I'm trying numb my pain , just by taking all these meds
Why is life so hard ? You either locked up or you dead
More money more problems
Everybody think I owe them
Always gonna have doubters, they don't believe it til you blow up
And I got some plays in motion
And these Runtz I'm smoking potent
I just popped me about 2 Perkys
And I swear it got me floating
I ain't got no love to give
But you'll never catch me hating
Man I swear I love these L's , cause I know that s**t that made me
If you ever switched up on me
Man I swear you blocked your blessing
No one ever getting in the way cause this shit here was destined
They left my heart so cold , man I swear inside a blizzard
I been trying to change my ways but the devil on a mission
They can never keep it real , man they always tellin riddles
Mama told me grab a book but instead I grabbed a pistol
I keep hearing voices man , I'm so f*cked in the head
Shawty all up on me now , maybe cause I got some bread
And I'm trying numb my pain , just by taking all these meds
Why is life so hard ? You either locked up or you dead