I don't wanna stand alone
Cuz sometimes at times I feel just like i do
Like it's me against the world even when I got you
So i try to hide the picture from my shoulders
That only time will heal
I feel like
That times will only heal me if i knew better
But goddamn im feelin like i fought the worst of weathers
The netted tether
Will only preach the lessons, with or rather
Without a student for a student that was not together
But goddamn
Im feelin like i lost the war or fight
The push for light is only stoppin me from better life
With my wife in which i love i try to do what's right
But f*ck that
It's tit for tat in this War of Life
Im a physical and a more critical subliminal
That's lyrical to my f*ckin words that are mystical
But typical, i still f*ck wit the mind known as the mental
And essential to the hearts of women that are gentle
Now
Months ago I lost Jazmyne to a open blow
And in July i lost my sanity some f*ckin mo
My heart so cold it's f*ck the world just let this bitch blow
And let me be wit the angles to let this pain go
I don't wanna stand alone
Cuz sometimes at times I feel just like i do
Like it's me against the world even when I got you
So i try to hide the picture from my shoulders
That only time will heal
I cheated
I lied
Im heated
Everytime i look in her eyes i feel defeated
And still don't know why I am alive when I mistreated
Her poor heart and her f*ckin mind was just so weakened
I done cried abt it
Smoked my mind about it
How i lied abt it
Wishin that I wasn't f*ckin here to be alive abt it
Everyday I just apologize to heal the mind abt it
But damn
I'd rather kill my f*ckin self, just blow my brains about it
F*ck
Ig a nigga down on his luck
Im not depressed but still obsessed
Yet I don't give a f*ck
But if I die today by chance
Im hoping peace would be adduct
I'd rather die for my own sins than to live for free in this rut
I apologize yet I synthesize on how we harmonized
My words applied against my own actions this shit hella wild
Im hopin that we would take the time to let each other smile
And let time heal the pain but live yo life yo own style
Girl you good
I don't wanna stand alone
Cuz sometimes at times I feel just like i do
Like it's me against the world even when I got you
So i try to hide the picture from my shoulders
That only time will heal