Lil Psvcho - Think About It Lyrics

I'm puzzled, plus my puzzle peices keep dissappearing
Puffin' squares on them public beaches all tough and serious
Delerious wearing some pussy earring while runnin' errands
Don't f*ckin' stare at him if you the type to just judge appearance
I'm in the studio goin' looney doe, spittin' rugged lyrics
Wish I could be a lil more like you, walk around dumb and careless
But I'm in my mind all day while I'm tryn'a tackle dreams
And then I dream while I'm sleepin, I can't even catch no Zs
Wake up, beatup the Devil and then go back to sleep
Pull the covers over my head and pray he ain't after me
Hope that's the last we meet, actually doe he wasn't bad
He just had a crazy look in his eye when I shook his hand
Like what's the plan, I don't know, let's make a hunnet grand
Bulldog revolver that doesn't jam, the Son of Sam
If we can smoke enough I'll convince us both that I'm from Japan
But now I'm just playin'
Cause my mind is a mine, it's ready to blow
It's got me high all the time so I ain't lettin' it go
My mind is mine, is got me diggin' for gold
And I just try and I try but I can't find it no mo
And sayin' goodbye, I think about it all the time
I'm not gon lie, I think about it all the time
Sayin' goodbye, I think about it all the time
Nah I dont wanna die but I think about it all the time
Young and jaded, understated hated and underrated
They run ya plays up and love to praise when ya under pavement
But I'm up wakened right now, aint on no buzzin' playlists
If you my homie den know me, and read these f*ckin' statements
Word, studio apartment but still got tons of space in
But I'm spacing, suffocating off love and hatred
Thats just one of a hundred drugs to keep us sedated
My mind racing it's complicated here, nothin' basic
My lungs keep erasing this strain, 'cause I just love to taste it
My blunt keeps on facing this pain cus I can't up and face it
I'm on Bustleton Ave finna spark another one
Suffering succotash, suckin' hash like f*ck a lung
When the gun drum hums, buckin' fast, run and duck
Hit the floor, hide ya kids, hide ya stash and then double up
Jump inside a Tub in a double-cup with a rubber duck
I'll punch that buttercup even if that lil thang by his tummy tucked
If I survive than it's dummy luck
Cause my mind is a mine, it's ready to blow
It's got me high all the time so I ain't lettin' it go
My mind is mine, is got me diggin' for gold
And I just try and I try but I can't find it no mo
And sayin' goodbye, I think about it all the time
I'm not gon lie, I think about it all the time
Sayin' goodbye, I think about it all the time
Nah I dont wanna die but I think about it all the time
Nah I don't wanna die just yet
I just wanna know what it's like... I know you do too. Haha