shattered. Video (MV)

Got lots of thoughts on my mind
Come on back it's time to rhyme
Thinking of her about what I've done
I broke her little heart
And she still young
I don't even know
What's right from wrong
Though sometimes I just do it for fun
Even though I don't make
Smart choices
I'm just tryna run
From the other voices
She took care of me so damn well
But yet we struggled so much i fell
She helped me get back up on my feet
And I made many promises
I couldn't keep
Trusted each other
We have a strong bond
I care for you so much
I made this song
Now I'm thinking about
Where we'll even go
We've done so much never been slow
Time for me to rap my heart away
Hear my voice and know
I'll always stay
I'll be at your side until the very end
And yet there's still much to be said
You treated me well
Safe in your arms
Eating these f*ck boys
Like King Shark
I f*cked up now made these mistakes
I'm a criminal like in Shawshank
Tore up my heart dumb as f*ck
Shattered so much it's all my fault
Thinking of you it'll always last
I'll never throw it back to the past
You were the best never let me down
Kept you in the air
Higher than clouds
When I was angry you understood
Didn't fight me throw down your foot
We had our moments but no fights
Wish I calmed down
Stayed in the lights
I'll f*ck up anyone
That messes with you
They'll have to step up
To me and my crew
Sprouting from the ground
Like mushrooms
Never hate you
Always in a good mood
Heart pumping fast
From all the energy
In my bedroom
Sipping all this Hennessy
Don't break down because of me
Live a happy life not make believe
Kidneys failing from the Rum Chata
My soul falling far from the tower
You gave it your best
And never stopped
That's something that really
Means a lot
Your mom was a psycho
Kept us away
Doesn't understand
What you even say
I trusted her but she didn't trust me
My legs real sore callus on my feet
Talked a lot of shit
Drown me in the river
She acted nice
Guess I'm chopped liver
Despite her shit you stayed by me
Never gave up back on your feet
I'm so lost in tons of these feelings
Head really hurts like I'm steaming
Just so you know I'm always here
Never losing you
Fight through my fears
Heart hurting now back will snap
I can't even go take a small nap
From all this pain like a tick
Heart real small like the Grinch
I wish I could've done so much better
Now nothing left watch me falter
I'm really stupid I failed again
But I'll be safe from the Raven
I want you safe and to not fall down
Get back up and wipe that frown
No matter what your mom even says
I'll be with you until my deathbed
You'll always have a place in my heart
Shining real bright like a dwarf star
Don't worry bout me I'll be okay
Just as long as you will stay
I'm in your debt forever and ever
Even though I'll burn in the nether
But I'll come back, never really gone
Fighting through scars
Like I'm Spawn
Just because our hearts are shattered
We'll fix it up and climb up the tower