bad blood Video (MV)

I don't wanna be your downfall
Cause I know that you've been through it all
I can't drain out all this bad blood
When all I want is how it once was
I can't wait, Terrified, The life that I have made
Constant nights awake, I am my own worst enemy
The moment they passed away, I felt a major divide
My heart was crushed when I heard the sound of a flat line, the look in their eyes
An unwanted depart
Realities cold embrace from the cease of a beating heart
Ambitions long abandoned
I've felt like an apparition in an unknown place
Grave situations, grief counseling and desperation
Drowning in the depths of my headspace
Past mistakes I wish I could erase
Dreading the thoughts of being alone
No comfort in sight just thoughts of what's next, The unknown
We assume their love will always remain but time makes fools of us all
I don't wanna be your downfall, Cause I know that you've been through it all
I can't drain out all this bad blood, When all I want is how it once was, I can't wait
Terrified, The life that I have made, Constant nights awake, I am my own worst enemy