Lil Xay - Falling Apart (feat. Katie Lynne Sharbaugh) Lyrics

I still feel your body pushing down on me
The love that we made like a drug that you gave
To make me feel at ease
I still hear you saying my name
Playing that same damn song
And I'm sitting here crying to myself
All night long
You used to make me say la da
Those nights to remember
Now I wonder
As I write these letters
Did you really love me?
You played with my heart
Used to be falling in love
Now we're falling apart
We're falling apart
Ooohhh
I still feel your heartbeat even though I left
And yes, I have lost sleep in this empty bed
The pain isn't gone yet, lasts all night long
Remember the music, that same damn song
It made you say la da
Those nights to remember
Making me wonder
Could we have gone forever?
I really did love you
Still I played with your heart
Used to be falling in love
Now we're falling apart
Yeah
What are we doing here?
How you make me feel like the fool with these stupid tears?
Through the years I know you would never get through the fear
Of losing me so you pushed me away, made me clueless, yeah
That's what I wanna think, I really know you threw this cheer away cuz I was useless, yeah
That's a truer feel
Uh, what I do to fare, you were making us blue
It's all cuz of you and him and don't get me started 'bout him
He was your first love
Once I heard it then I knew it, damn
I knew that it was too soon for you to be moving on and going through it here
"Here's a part of my heart," I said and I threw it
And I was losing from the start, these stupid, foolish movements
Choosing truer things made me realize I wanted useless flings
Cuz I cannot bear another year of you crying and lying
Deceiving and bringing pain in my life over here
Now I want a year
Remember those long talks after dark
You made me crazy shaking, you was an aftershock
Put your head on my shoulder, hand next to heart
I was your bed, now it's over, I'm colder after all
And now those sunny, pretty days that you bring
Help me reminisce on the days that I sang
Sunny, pretty days that you bring
Help me reminisce on the days that I sang
Hey, yeah
Oooohhhh
La da da da da (la da da da da)
Da da da da da
Hey, yeah
Oooohhhh
Oooohhhh
You used to make me say la da
Those nights to remember
Now I wonder
As I write these letters
Did you really love me?
Did you play with my heart?
Used to be falling in love
Now we're falling apart
We're falling apart
Oooohhhh
Yeah
We're falling apart
Falling apart
Taking my heart
Now we're falling apart