Lil Xtra - Speak of Rain Lyrics

Why do you always speak of rain like it's not falling
She says she loves when seasons change but she can't stand autumn
She spoke about the rain and I heard the thunder
The undertow came and it pulled me under
Yeah it pulled me under

I took your call out on the porch
I need to hear what you have to say
I know you said this call was private
But you're on speaker anyways
And I can't see you there from half across the world
But I feel it every time she says I hate you

I've been thinking about all the things that you said
And I think that you're wrong but I'm f*cked in the head so I guess
I could be wrong and it's all for the best Wrote you a song
I was feeling Depressed
I'm sorry I'm always so f*cking upset
Sorry I can't work it out in my head
But everyone's leaving only know I'm breathing
When I feel the heart beating there in my chest

Aye, she could never fall in love
I could never be enough
Aye, so now we turn to drugs
I, barely even feel a buzz
All these painkillers that I been on
Can't move my arm or it's falling off
No motivation to write a song
No motivation to live at all

I took your call out on the porch
I need to hear what you have to say
I know you said this call was private
But you're on speaker anyways
And I can't see you there from half across the world
But I feel it every time she says

I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I do
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I do

I feel it every time she says I hate you
Why do you always speak of rain like it's not falling