Lilitu - Unwill Lyrics

I've tried to find myself, but I can't

To find some peace of mind or what's left

Life seems so meaningless

Sometimes, I just want to give in



As the sorrow calls my name

She comforts me and leaves the scar of pain

and tells me everything will be alright

But I know damn well, that's a lie



Take this day

No different than the others

But I know I cannot stay

Far and away

I'll try not to remember

Still, I remember everything



I am Unwilling, I am unable

I see no hope at all

With all I've given

I can not carry on



Is this forever?

A foul endeavor

Or a veil which I've disclosed



I taste of tragedy and divine

Sweet pathetic comedy

And in time you'll get the best of me

and my mind but it's so insignificant



Will things get better?

In pieces, shattered

Within the lonely corners that the shadows know



It's now or never

No need for reverence

I've paid my debts in full



Things will not get better

I am in pieces, shattered

Slipping into the darkest corner of my mind



Just let me go

Escape from reality

Please don't remember me

I am not worthy of a memory