Used to Be Video (MV)

When you hate your job
Who you sleep with really matters
Who gets to put their hand
Around the back of your neck
As you both try to forget

I never knew what this was
But a product of a circumstance
And in an ideal world
I'd be a crueler girl
With my own damn reassurance

But in the night

I push
My hand
Through the air
I try to find you there
And it falls
Where you used to be
Where you used to be

In my fragile mind
I'm in a burning state of silence
And I look at my phone
And my grip like a stone knows that
Calling would be violent

But in the night

I push
My hand
Through the air
I try to find you there
And it falls
Where you used to be
Where you used to be

I push
My hand
Through the air
I try to find you there
And it falls
Where you used to be
Where you used to be