Lindsay Lohan - Disconnected Lyrics

Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping
I've got a dry kind of thirst when drenched
All sunny days all I can see is the shadow
And I'm not above being under
And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty
And I always hide when its my turn to seek
My only belief is not to have faith in believing
Before I begin I'm over.(Disconnected)

[Chorus:]
Broken off again
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
Now the pain again I always backtrack forward
Cause all I know I'm Disconnected

Quietly loud while I'm noisily silent
Keep holding my breath while I'm trying to breath
Swimming against all of the waves and the rapids
I only win when I'm losing. (Disconnected)

[Chorus]

I just want to live my life sedated
'cause I love driving myself away
Despite you know you say you don't give a damn
I can't comprehend what I understand
Disconnected

[Chorus: x2]