DAMAGE CONTROL Video (MV)

When I open up I feel like I overshare
I get nervous people cut me out like tangled hair
I don't give, I just take
I'm a liar, I'm a fake
At least, that's the way it feels when I'm anywhere

How do I sleep with myself
When all that I see is this hell?

This damage control
Is taking a toll
I can't let it go
So what if I, what if I don't?

The only place I'm honest is inside my head
When I'm by myself under the covers in my bed
But it's just as toxic,
The mirror makes me nauseous
If my body is a temple why's it such a mess?

How do I sleep with myself
When all that I see is this hell?

This damage control
Is taking a toll
I can't let it go
So what if I, what if I don't?
I'm losing my mind
I'm falling behind
I can't get this right
So what if I, what if I don't?

If I'm being honest I like where I started
But I know there's room to change
I'm tired of trying, been thinking of dying
But what if I, what if I don't?

This damage control
Is taking a toll
I can't let it go
So what if I, what if I don't?
I'm losing my mind
I'm falling behind
I can't get this right
So what if I, what if I don't?

This damage control,
I can't let it go
So what if I, what if I don't?
I'm losing my mind,
Can't get this right
So what if I, what if I don't?
(Ahh)
(So what if I, what if I don't?)
(So what if I, what if I)