Do you know the feeling like , the feeling like
My emotions really stuck inside my head
Numb yet still it kills inside, traumatizing
Couldn't tell if I'm really alive, or I'm dead
Could tell you what it's really like, what it's really like, when these thoughts deep inside of my head
When people start choosing sides , no choosing sides
I get the feeling Im losing my mind, my mind conscious
Nobody likes broken hearts i tend to cry
Lone wolf in a forest blind I'm petrified
No secret the way that I'm living life, still tend to hide
Away from all of the cameras
Questions if i don't have answers
Maybe i was wrong for what i did
Bitches in my home invade my crib
I'm probably not living right, the way that i live
Never mean to question life, but why me
I won't be coming home tonight
Probably all alone tonight
Probably on the road tonight
Where these feelings gone tonight
Do you know the feeling like, the feeling like
My emotions really stuck inside my head
Numb yet still it kills inside, traumatizing
Couldn't tell if I'm really alive or I'm dead
Could tell you what it's really like, what it's really like
When these thoughts deep inside of my head
When people start choosing sides, no choosing sides
I get the feeling Im losing my mind my conscious
I gotta face all these demons
My feelings dived off deep ends
Was willing to give you my trust you was who I'd believed in
Who Would stand by my side if tonight wasn't certain
Hidden messages all in your phone but it's assertive
But Once I'm gone i promised that i won't come back
Constantly feeling numb could gave you pain i promise you wouldn't want that
This love is rage like war I'm filled scars
Feeling torn apart yea
Every time showing feelings it's always leading to a dart yea
I tried to show a different side of life and you retraced all the scars all dare
I was willing to pave a way for all my guys, sacrifices knowing right yet still ew I'm here
Do you know the feeling like, the feeling like
My emotions really stuck inside my head
Numb yet still it kills inside, traumatizing
Couldn't tell if I'm really alive, or I'm dead
Could tell you what it's really like, what it's really like
When these thoughts deep inside of my head
When people start choosing sides, no choosing sides
I get the feeling, I'm loosing my mind my conscious