Liz Phair - Spanish Doors Lyrics

Is something wrong?
You take my hand
I play along
But I can tell it's bad

I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause talking 'bout it makes me sad
Why would I agree to something like that?
Pushing past the table, spilling my drink
Locked up in the bathroom, staring at the sink
I don't wanna see anybody I know
I don't wanna be anywhere
That you and I used to go

I'm slowly disappearing (don't wanna think about it)
Behind our Spanish Doors (don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna think about it)
(I don't wanna know)
The ghost I see in the mirror (don't wanna think about it)
Doesn't smile anymore (don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna know)
I'm slowly disappearing (don't wanna think about it)
Behind our Spanish Doors (don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna think about it)
(I don't wanna know)
The ghost I see in the mirror (don't wanna think about it)
Doesn't smile anymore (don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna know)

What about the kids?
What about the house?
What about our friends?
What do I do now?

I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause thinkin' 'bout it is too hard
How would I replace you? Where would I start?
And I always had a strange heart
Pushing past the table, spilling my drink
Locked up in the bathroom, staring at the sink
I don't wanna see anybody I know
I don't wanna be anywhere
That you and I used to go

I'm slowly disappearing (don't wanna think about it)
Behind our Spanish Doors (don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna think about it)
(I don't wanna know)
The ghost I see in the mirror (don't wanna think about it)
Doesn't smile anymore (don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna know)

Where do I go? What do I do?
Who can I tell about it?
Pushing past the table, spilling my drink
Locked up in the bathroom staring at the sink
I don't wanna see anybody I know
I don't wanna be anywhere
That you and I used to go

I'm slowly disappearing (don't wanna think about it)
Behind our Spanish Doors (don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna think about it)
(I don't wanna know)
The ghost I see in the mirror (don't wanna think about it)
Doesn't smile anymore (don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna know)
I'm slowly disappearing (don't wanna think about it)
Behind our Spanish Doors (don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna think about it)
(I don't wanna know)
The ghost I see in the mirror (don't wanna think about it)
Doesn't smile anymore (don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna know)
(There's no way out)

I can't stop disappearing (don't wanna think about it)
Behind these Spanish Doors (don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna think about it)
(I don't wanna know)
The ghost I see in the mirror (don't wanna think about it)
Doesn't smile anymore (don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna know)

Where do I go?
What do I do?