i'm fine Video (MV)

You stuck up and lied
I held up to buy
I paid up my dues yet the payment's declined
I fell from behind you left me to die
You ask me in years if I'm good so I lied
Shut up I'm fine
I held up to buy
I paid up my dues yet the payment's declined
I fell from behind you left me to die
You ask me I'm fine
You ask me I'm fine
I'm picking up the scene now
I turned into a senile I seen what you see now
What you think of me now
I don't need to feel out ain't fiend up don't fiend out f*ck if I repeat out
What you think of me now (I'm fine)
Get a late call a late text No days off no break yet
I wait on but they then Don't say all they say yet
They play all these games then I wait all damn day then
They f*ck me over so much it's like they don't need no latex
F*ck it it's a curse to try
I got my lenses on but yet there's no one worth my sight
F*cked up so much but yet to my surprise no one's alive
At least to me I see that everyone is dead inside
F*ck it man I know my shit is felt so worthless for certain no one is certain
My verses and acts and works isn't perfect been researching
Inside myself I'm re-earnin and yearning I've been relearning burning myself again & again I but keep emergin
From the depths of self worth look at me and see myself first
Think of what the hell hurts and recognize what hell's worth
No friend or girl is worth it if it hurts me just to get heard
Back to hell tho still I'm diving over head first
So God please help me if im floppin so much
To get neglected and rejected feel it's costin so much
Like I'm a masochist a mass that gets me baited so much
I come over but yet I end up gettin degraded enough
You stuck up and lied
I held up to buy
I paid up my dues yet the payment's declined
I fell from behind you left me to die
You ask me in years if I'm good so I lied
Shut up I'm fine
I held up to buy
I paid up my dues yet the payment's declined
I fell from behind you left me to die
You ask me I'm fine
You ask me I'm fine
Cause without you they cool without you they fine
Without you they chillin without you they shine
Without you they're better without you they vibe
Cause they don't want nothing about you alive
Keep perceiving that they're stoic you show em your love language
If they're blind and deaf to you then they never will understand it
Hell they killin all your love and affection before demanding
Anything from you cause for you they never are ever asking
They beg you they need you they tell you "we cool"
They talk to more people make you look like a fool
Then you look like a dumbass think you got approval
Like usual they shun you & want nothin with you
F*ck a fake friend a fake girl a fake life a fake world
The f*ck I look like askin for something I never paid for
A girl who hides her manz from you the bitterness' distasteful
And friends who flip you off from behind you they're so ungrateful
It feels more like a transaction to be asking for what I lack
It doesn't matter how much I been yapping my presence is worth some racks
If you can't recognize my value I aint taking none of yo crap
Keep yo fake friends yo hidden nudes everything take it back
You stuck up and lied
I held up to buy
I paid up my dues yet the payment's declined
I fell from behind you left me to die
You ask me in years if I'm good so I lied
Shut up I'm fine
I held up to buy
I paid up my dues yet the payment's declined
I fell from behind you left me to die
You ask me I'm fine
You ask me I'm fine