Find Myself Video (MV)

There's nothing left for us to be here anymore
I have nothing left all the walls are empty
Everything is gone I am here all alone
No more salvation a forgotten soul

I choke on the blood that clots up my throat and leaves me suppressed
As our God looks down, he cries tears of salt in disappointment

With the maggots comes spread of the flies
No more guilt and no more shame
Cut off my limbs so I don't feel anything

I won't
Feel anything at all
There's a constant struggle for me to find myself
And at last I have won but I've changed my ways
The torment in my mind has left me nothing but pain

You don't know pain
You will learn to suffer
You will struggle to escape and maybe find your way
But motherf*cker you'll be too late Comes spread of the flies

With the maggots comes spread of the flies
No more guilt and no more shame
Cut off my limbs so I won't feel anything

I won't
Feel anything at all
There's a constant struggle for me to find myself
And at last I have won but I've changed my ways
The torment in my mind has left me nothing but pain