Long Gone - What I Left Behind Lyrics

I feel pathetic when I barely know what I mean
Spill it out because I'm bursting at the seams
It might be crazy, kinda hazy, but you never agree
Would you calm down?
Would you calm down?
Can I enjoy this?
Falling out of focus
Then I'll learn how to forgive myself
I keep wasting all my time
Is there something left to find?
What I left behind
I'm just an outline of a demolition scene
Can't afford the renovations that I need
Build me up and tear me down
And let the cycle repeat
Would you come down?
Would you come down?
I keep wasting all my time
Is there something left to find?
I'm sick of hating everything I love
Wondering if there's really someone up above
And if they're gonna answer me
I keep wasting all my time
On what I left behind
Bet it all on a miracle
Watch it all slip away
I don't think it's a miracle
You can't keep what you take
I keep wasting all my time
Is there something left to find?
I'm sick of hating everything I love
Wondering if there's really someone up above
And if they're gonna answer me
I keep wasting all my time
On what I left behind