Reflections Video (MV)

I call this one
Reflections
2020 was a lesson
Helped me make my vision clearer
It showed me what to look for
When I'm looking in the mirror
Being round people
without my best interest is what I fear of
And reaching my peak
Before I given my career up
I gave myself 12 months
And did it in the first quarter
They f*cking with the yacht club
All my soldiers fall in order
And Shout out to new york
Cause I see us we taking over
No more beefing over blocks
Them cops could kick us off
I ain't listen to noone
It wasn't weezy or hova
I ain't one be beefing just to be peacing it over
I'm the type, that's gon strike
When they think the beefing is over
I ain't lying on my addiction when I tell you I'm sober
I'm just not out here like junkies
who would do anything for it
My life started looking lit
I made some enemies for it
And I been through it so many times
It's like I cannot Avoid it
When I pulled up in that McClaren
Bet they wish that they towed it
You niggas live in the past
I'm tryna Live in the Moment
What kinda weed ya be smoking
That it be leaving ya Open
Manifested my future
Nigga this is what it looks likes
What's that saying bout the good guys
Oh yeah
That they always finish last
So when they get at me
I'm like good try
If you was me, and I was you
I think probably would try
You had ya chance to get it
And then idly, you just stood by
Can't say the same for me
Plus they heard I got some new ties
No slouches in my circle
Got niggas who really hurt you
Go pound for pound
For 20 rounds
If I was verse you
You couldn't leave the porch when
We was outside
Like bitches who ain't got cerfew
Knowing they ain't deserve to
But you deserve to
Get hit harder Than a Handful of zans
And bout 30 milligrams of what the percs do
But this ain't Personal
Na This ain't personal
Yeah
Swear This ain't personal
I could put the gun down
And shoot the hands because they work to
Or We could Spin ya block like the earth do
And I Ain't finish school
But I'm Pulling up with straps like i was erkle
Hurt people hurt people
Be the ones that end up hurt too
This ain't a simple issue, that none of us could of work through
I gave you niggas life like If I was the one who birthed you
Now everything I pursue
I Risk losing doing something to you
And It isn't worth you
Plus I'm too wavy for for a bitch I shoulda surf through
Shoulda took my talents to syracuse
But putting ppl first one of my virtues
Guided people to the bag
When they Lost they direction
Obsessed with generating wealth
That's a wealthy Obsession
Put my lil niggas on game
Now that's an investment
Feel like I woulda grew up different
If I had some attention
Okay now
That was offensive,
Guess, my adolescence had to be senseless,
But maybe coulda had some connections
If I wasn't passive-aggressive
So I just had to address it
Cause niggas ask me that question
Hate when they ask me dumb questions
During the pandemic
I Would battle depression
This right here
Is where I make my reflections
Lord