[ Featuring Rivilin ]
Yeah yeah, push back into yesterday's emotion
Down here yeah my lungs they won't function
Stress and anxiety get the best of me
Their graffiti sky holds the dreams you see
Plastered in grey and white till im feeling numb yeah
Medicate me till they say im done yeah
Mentally mangled mess am I? I don't care
Claim im a freak and ill smile and stare
Cus I know that im alone
This place down here yeah has shown
Me how to live by myself
Cus above this its f*cking hell
Cus everyone here is just f*cked in the head yeah
I feel like no one understands what im saying
F*ck this, f*ck that, almost hate everyone
I don't need another fake friend to tell me
How I live my life in the negative they don't understand
If I could change myself in a snap then I would
But you wanna cut me, gut me
I feel like im f*cking Ethan winters always just
Piecing my body back together on the daily
Until im made of stitches and hate is all that makes me
Its like frostbite is leeching off my limbs
Till emotion is gone and im living in the songs
Cus every day passes with a snap of my fingers
Why won't time wait up for me I need to catch my breath
I guess I knew this was the curse of
Staying in my room and not coming out a lot
I got a few friends that mean a lot to me
Yeah slothboi always guards my back from the fiends
These fake f*cks want to take every f*cking thing
And leave you rotting alone
Sure, I'm f*cking lame
Call me loser, bum, its all the same
I'm an addict, dickhead, hard to tame
But least I'm f*cking honest aye
Boi I know my mind decay
And sometimes I get manic, gray
The anxiety got me tripping late
But know I never fake a day
I don't give a f*ck watchu think boy
Sloth in his own lane, doing his own thing
White wine sipping so I can't afford a gold chain
Know I got problem finna say that no shame
Sure you got some money, maybe fame, still lame
Boy, you ain't really know what the f*ck I mean
When I say that money is the root of pain
We are sheep in someone's game
Know I ain't afraid
To be alone
Cuz I trained for days
In bed tried to break the chains
So I set alarms, that I couldn't make
So I wake up next day, same shit
When the f*ck can I manage to make it
Like f*ck this lame simulation
When the f*ck can I wake from the matrix
Stigmas take f*cking lives
Man they create some divides
The rich and poor aint the line
The drugs don't care if you alive
Everyday feel the same
I need to break all these chains
I feel like I'm just a slave
I hope this ain't my f*cking fate
Let's not f*cking stay
In a shitty game
We can shape our fates
I know you can be great
We can f*cking show
That normal is a joke
Let it f*cking rage
Break the f*cking chain
