I'm anxious
I'm anxious and empty
And I just thought I should let you know
I'm bored
I'm bored and bloody
Just had to tell somebody and that someone is you
I'm going to beat myself to death with my own shoe
Cause I don't want to become uninteresting to you
I'm depressed, I haven't slept, I'm a mess
For lack of better words. I'm unkempt
I got this habit of putting scissors in my ear
And I push, I push, I push until it bleeds
I got this habit of not knowing the difference between
What I want and what I need