Lovers Turn to Monsters - Damn Lyrics

I went and seen Kendrick
Listened to black metal on the ride home
I feel like I'm 15 years old when I'm out on my own
I feel myself getting stronger, deep in my worn-out bones
Just give me one more chance to fall, and learn to be on my own

Now it's Connors Birthday and I'm off work sick
I spent the morning seeing that this whole world's shit
For everyone but me

And now I wanna pull my teeth out cause It's 2 am
And I'm still not asleep but 2 hours ago I was dying on my feet
My head is just feedback, my body's a mess
"Do you really not wanna get better" makes me cry I confess