Lovers Turn to Monsters - Glass Hands Lyrics

I hate myself sometimes, you know it's true
I'd probably waste myself if I had the courage too
Instead I scream into this tape machine when I'm alone
Or watch YouTube clips in the bathtub for hours on my phone

And the only cure. is your face
It's the only thing that doesn't make me feel like a waste of space
And my brain says my hands are gonna shatter!
It says they'll shatter like glass
Oh my brain doesn't know what is the matter. oh it just knows it's moving too fast

And I'm looking at the wind farm from the window in my mother's room
Watching you drive off in the snow, oh god I hope you come back soon
Before my brain tells my hands that they should shatter
It says they'll shatter like glass
Oh come back and help me find what is the matter
Oh please Louise come back fast