L⇔R - Time Lyrics

I flipped the sand-clock for a thousand time
I thought this time the sand would thicken
So I'd stop picking sides
In every drop my eyes would clog
With all the powder in the air
Does not seem fair to me
Mistakes from long ago still roam my mind
Missteps I took with pride show me I was never right
Here I go again
Play my cards and lose a ten
How to take me seriously
When my life is but a game?
Is this what it feels like to be stuck in time?
Am I even here, am I losing my mind?
How 'bout I win some time
Lose some time
Stuck in time
How 'bout some luck this time
F*ck this time
Stuck in time
How 'bout I waste some time
Lose some time
Stuck in time
I'm f*cking stuck in time
Stuck in time
Stuck in time
I flipped the pages of a thousand books
And cut my fingers into shapes and sizes of all kinds
The chilling glass with little cracks
Has drawn the railroads of my mind
War and peace combined
I carry prophecies that tell my doom
Lines in my hand describe
Every trap that I'll go by
Here I go again
Messing up on every plan
Don't worry, there's plenty
From where those memories came
Is this what it feels like to be stuck in time?
If I'm not who I thought I was, who am I?
How 'bout I win some time
Lose some time
Stuck in time
How 'bout some luck this time
F*ck this time
Stuck in time
How 'bout I waste some time
Lose some time
Stuck in time
I'm f*cking stuck in time
Stuck in time
Stuck in time
I don't wanna be here
Living room madness
Spinning out senseless
I don't wanna be here
Cobblestone mattress
Burning out matches
I'd do anything to fall asleep again
And stay within that dream
Let it be my end
How 'bout I win some time
Lose some time
Stuck in time
How 'bout some luck this time
F*ck this time
Stuck in time
How 'bout I waste some time
Lose some time
Stuck in time
I'm f*cking stuck in time
Stuck in time
Stuck in time