Lucas pereyra - drunk voicemails Lyrics

5 AM to half past noon
I spent all night worrying about you
And what you've done
And where you've been
Now it's 6 PM
I get to wake up same time as you do
And hey there you are
My notifications are set ablaze
Imagine my surprise and excitement
Turn to shame
When I finally open my phone
And all I get to hear is

"Dude you're probably f*cking drunk I mean- I'm not replying I'm just out of it so...yeaahh...Um...Be careful dude! Like- *laugh* ok bye I love you!"

Your livers about to collapse
My lungs they begin to contract
As I huff and puff the pain away
Who the f*ck am I
To even begin to judge you
Trust me I understand you can't
Trust in your mind
So you're stuck drinking yourself half blind almost every night
But guess what
I'm done putting up a fight
I'm tired of bullshit voicemails every other night
Cause in between I cry and beg and pray for your safety

You drew yourself in my secondhand smoke
Tell me plainly who exactly are you trying to provoke
Cause if it's me
Trust me it's beneath me
At this point our habits won't set us free
How's that some for some honesty?
What happened to "hey it's just for tonight at a party?"
When I wake up, you're hardly ever you anymore
Oh where did the moon go?
She used to shine so vividly
But now, it's in place
Lies a hole
That I can't fill

5 AM to half past noon
I spent all night worrying about you
And what you've done
And where you've been