Messier Numbers Video (MV)

I am born with sickness again
Radio silence
And as I lay down with this exhausted feeling
As I lay down with this
I feel something inside me that wants to leave

Wants to leave
Needs to leave
Wants to leave
Needs to leave

I see it again
Trauma, f*cking bloodstains

Evan, please let me inside again
I want to feel again
I don't want to be cold anymore

This is bad
This is bad

As your guts spill to the floor
And I feel the burning sensation inside my neck
Met with silence again
Radio silence

God, I can't describe the pain
As I lay in bed with these feelings naked next to me
This is not a safe place

Can't f*cking
Handle all this

Evan, please let me be inside you again
Can't go back
Can't f*cking
Handle all these feelings
Ansel, please let me in
I don't want to see him again
I hear something creak inside of me