Crossfaded V (feat. Jaxo Jack) Video (MV)

Shit life been stressful
A nigga been going through shit everyday
Sometimes I just need a minute tryna give my brain to break
Tryna just get through the pain push through everyday like
Everything I done deal with everything I can take
It just feel like enough was enough
On my plate
Shit sometimes I just need a smoke break
Sometimes I just need that place where I could go to
Where I could meditate
Where I could just hold myself together and celebrate all the things that I done went in my life
Good or bad right or wrong
Shit the Lord know what type of time
I'm on
Truth be told he the one who been keeping me strong
I just wanna feel like I belong do I belong?
Honestly Lord fill my heart with purpose
I been going through pain like my name Curtis
Know I'll never be the same but I'm done hurting
Know they ain't expect me to change but change is for certain
Change is for the certain ones who wanna grow and have a purpose
Growth and development not just here on this earth lurking
F*ck what you telling me LuhCam been soul searching
Ha LuhCam been soul searching
Let's get crossfaded

Living in my dreams cause this life ain't too realistic
Aye sipping on my medication need to blur my vision
Take a hit of off this fronto just to ease my senses
Said you wore my heart out threw that bitch in hell go fish it
All the pain that came turned a nigga to a man
Pockets full of bills since these hoes want me to change
Observing movements that's what niggas doing when in your lane
How the f*ck y'all niggas do that I can't do the same
Bitch I been that man ain't going back again
Bitch I'm hard to tame go ahead and light my flame it's gon' get me out my brain
Sprinting to that money faster than you f*cking sang know what I'm saying

My mind floating baby it's just me and you
Wanna take a break from life and everything I'm going through
Need a new perspective trying to reevaluate my views you all I trust shawty that's why I vent to you
I know time is precious so I give my time to you
When I'm not stuck in a booth or chasing paper trails or blues
You the one I choose to keep my heart amused
Taking chances of misuse please don't leave me still confused
I'm not the one you wanna lose
I'm smoking heavy calling drug abuse
Cause I've been through too much pain more than you ever knew
I let this poetry rain I feel like Langston Hughes
Been thinking about switching up lanes this one I've been outgrew
Immature that's too taboo
Heart of a Lion I got it tattooed
I'm out of my mind that's another loose screw
Been stuck on the grind trying to buy a new coupe
LuhCam out the way I've been out of the loop
Gotta stay to myself but I ain't trying to be rude
Got so many flows just call me a group
I'm the coldest from the ice the cube
Hop on the mic like milk from the boob
My emotions I'm so in tuned
Wear my heart on my sleeve from the pain I'm immune
Growing up in this generation I feel doomed
I've been smoking heavy trying to get to the moon
Trying to fly away like a f*cking balloon
Hopefully I'll find peace real soon
Life ain't real I feel like I'm
In a cartoon

Sometimes you just gotta take the time and reevaluate life
Take the time and see the things that you wanna do
Plan out your next move you know
You just gotta take time to yourself and really see what there is to life
See what there is to the future you feel me