LuhCamoo - Running From Pain (Live) Lyrics

You know, love is just pain in disguise
I know you see it in my eyes
I know you see the pain that run deep Wishin' I ain't wake up out my sleep
Smokin' weed, tryna numb the feelings of reality
Tired of wakin' up to more and more tragedies
What have we come to, this shit is blasphemy
My circle small, but it's really full of
Capacity
Niggas told me I wouldn't make it
I can't believe the audacity
Face-to-face with this shit, no Cassidy
I had to call to shoot clips like a casting scene
I'm tryna get rich, but I don't wanna die a fiend
Young stoner life, I got more Gunna's what you mean
Made that ho my lil' baby, she used to be my close friend
Asked her who better for her than me, she say, no man
Lately I've been on my own
From the first time I looked in your eyes
I knew with me that's where you belong
Maybe I could just be wrong
Only timing will tell, can't dwell on mistakes
I ain't tryna just drag you along
Can't drag you along
Lately I've been on my own
From the first time I looked in your eyes
I knew with me that's where you belong
Maybe I could just be wrong
Only timing will tell, can't dwell on mistakes
I ain't tryna just drag you along
Can't drag you along
No, I can't drag you along
Only want you with me, I don't care if I'm selfish
You don't know bout the shit I been through what I dealt with
She wants romance, I been feelin' real helpless
So tired of runnin' from pain, so I felt it
I felt it,
Only problem with me is communication
Goin' back and forth, I'm deliberatin' Got a lot on my mind, I been contemplatin'
Large attachment to grinding ain't no time for playin'
I done shifted my focus on bein' a man
Tryna write down a business plan with the guys, cause we finna build up the brand
As long as I got my brothers, never needed a friend
As long as I love myself, then I don't need to pretend
Poetry in motion is where my devotion goes, to get away
Still learnin' how to pray, preparin' for my judgment day
I find it funny how we judge others but feel objectified by God
Tryna separate myself from my own demons like pride
As I strive for greatness, there's always a better picture I could be paintin'
I'm just thankful that it ain't you
I desire to become better than you could ever be
I feel as if I'm a prodigy, honestly These words of encouragement, I had to beat it out of me
Psychologically, where I'm at now, I can finally say that I'm proud of me
Lately I've been on my own
From the first time I looked in your eyes
I knew with me that's where you belong
Maybe I could just be wrong
Only timing will tell, can't dwell on mistakes
I ain't tryna just drag you along
Can't drag you along
Lately I've been on my own
From the first time I looked in your eyes
I knew with me that's where you belong
Maybe I could just be wrong
Only timing will tell, can't dwell on mistakes
I ain't tryna just drag you along
Can't drag you along
No, I can't drag you along
Know the timing won't ever be perfect
Just diving in first, I don't care if I'm nervous
I just go with the flow on purpose
Low expectations to keep me from hurting
I can smell the greatness is all over the surface
I don't wanna go to another funeral service
Yeah, I been running from all of this pain
Smoke one take two to the brain
Just to keep me from going insane, going insane, going insane
Know they ask me how you been, I been tryna maintain
So tired of standing in the rain
So tired of running from pain
I think it's time to desecrate the negative thoughts
All I know is violence that I brought
You don't gotta explain yourself, I connected the dots
Should've saw this coming, the way you was brewing the pot
Caught me off guard, whether I knew it or not
But none of that matters now, this shit is spoiled rotten
Should've kept my head on the swivel, but I ain't know you was plotting
I got too comfortable and that's my fault
For giving in and purchasing your bullshit I wish I never bought
Damn, that's some shit I wish I never bought
Yours Truly, The Ghetto Poet