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They always tell me it could be worse
I can tell you that advice never works
And look at my house I can show you what glass like
Nothing left for you and I
Memories from a past life
I'm questioning my sanity
Wondering what's the difference between who I am
And who im lead to be
Yeah you dead to me
But God still bless my enemies
Looking for some inner peace and energy
I always forget about you when I find some victory
And come running back soon as I feel incomplete
God I always run to you when the pain here
It's so hard to follow you when the pain heal
God I always run to you when the pain here
It's so hard to follow you when the pain heal
I always run to you when the pain here
It's so hard to follow you when the pain heal
I'll run to you when the pain here
Be my my nourishment
Be my my nourishment
Be my my nourishment
Be my my nourishment
I've heard plenty things
Had to find my conscious
Through the toxic
Seen the gossip and I fought it
Like MMA
Mama it's been a day
All the people you said was bad for me promised changed
Finna cut 'em off anyway
I know that's good for me
I don't seek they're approval no more and I know that's good for me
And I don't need any proud of yous
Because I'm proud of me
No longer bound by these leaches believe me
Past the past so many failures
No one's keeping count for me
I'm out of these old ways
Where old pain says I'm not allowed to breath
And I seen the consequences of living between who you are
And who they want you to be
I'm working towards something I believe
It's finally not something of your design
And I know how it works I'm not moving stupidly
I know deception is a language you speak fluently
I can't be everything for everybody
All my life I wanted to know you approved of me
But I'm proud of me
I'm proud of me