I spent days on abandoned cuts
I spent days tryna land this feeling
016 that girl probably
Dropped my grades
More than my dyspraxia even
I dunno what it is with nostalgia
I felt grown just sitting around you
Is it still puppy love
If we don't play it out
I was just gassed how they planned the seating
All my bros don't worry bout nothing
All my lows don't wanna discuss them
All my boldness in the percussion
Always known i was gonna be something
And if truth be told
I don't celebrate age
Cause when all of it's done
I'll hold close what
Lasted a lifetime
This just
Another trip round the sun
I dunno if you're watching me
I used to do things similar
Copy my siblings
Tryna be like them
No wonder a talent for similes
Simmered up
Met a force early in life
When I met four cousins
They lost their guardians
Moved south woodford
At one years old
When I hear bout the trauma
The shits disarming
Hang with the older kids
Chilling on parks and benches
Learnt about duty and unconditional love
Pre full cognition and senses
They telling me stuff round Dinner tables and I smile
But I wish I remembered a piece
I'm just tryna imitate them when I speak
If I get it right that's
Rent for the week
Brothers in arms in a beat up Whip
Got a shared seatbelt
On the m1 sleep
Never could replicate what it was
I could've tried harder
And I regret that
Write this with the softest soul
The world has changed and i've
Lost control
Caught that train
And I'm gone from home
And your grown up now with Your touch screen phone
All I ever wanted was to touch
World stages and rock them boats
Circumnavigate fame but
All my mistakes cause damage
You watch them close
I dunno if your watching
But you could do
And it scares me
Idyllic settings there wasn't no
Prevalent figures out picking
Pear shapes out the pear tree
In my upbringing
I've got memories moments Snapshots
And if it all crashes and burns
Then i leave it to you
To decipher me through this
Blackbox santander notebook
With a cold 16 touch mic and the Crowd went silent
Snap back in the room
Dream heavily I could just
Taste it true and defiant
Would they be safe my
Brothers and sisters
If it all worked and I blew up Giant
None of this shit is a
Proven science
I'll come next year
To review the
Findings
A lot can unfold in a year
2018 when I left school
Me and that girl lost contact
I mean we never really had much
But the ig private
I shoulda been got that
I was gonna get named after my Area spirit in bottles like
Cognac
Spilling my quarrels on
Song plaques
This year i made some dreams come true
And then settled into them
And she's probably settled down
Feel like I lost out
If I could rewind the tape
Would I let it drop out
Turn the desk to her chair
Tell her what I blocked out
I spent days on abandoned cuts
I spent days tryna land this feeling
016 that girl probably
Dropped my grades
More than my dyspraxia even
I dunno what it is with nostalgia
I felt grown just sitting around you
Is it still puppy love
If we don't play it out
I was just gassed how they planned the seating
All my bros don't worry bout nothing
All my lows don't wanna discuss them
All my boldness in the percussion
Always known i was gonna be something
And if truth be told
I don't celebrate age
Cause when all of it's done
I'll hold close what
Lasted a lifetime
This just
Another trip round the sun