Lukrative - distant memory Lyrics

If I love you, will you love me
Will you, damn
If I love you, will you love me
Will you, damn
If I love you will you love me
And not leave this a memory
If I love you, will you love me
And not leave this a memory
You bet I'm off the drugs again
I know it makes me hard to stand
If you felt nothing youd understand
Theres no pain cause theres no end
If I love you, will you love me
And not leave this a memory
Why do you think you can fix me?
We're halfway in but still in sync
Like a puzzle piece how you fit me
If I left would you miss me?
Havent felt shit in months, ive been 6 deep
She said tie me up and come whip me
I cant deny ive been feeling sickly
Will lust or love be my remedy
If I love you, will you love me
And not leave this a memory
You bet, I'm off the drugs again
Know it makes me hard to stand
If you felt nothing youd understand
Theres no pain cause theres no end
If I love you, will you love me
And not leave this a memory
Aw damn
I've seen so many come and I seen so many go
It's at a point where it don't phase me anymore
But I really wanted you to be the one
You the finer things, you shine like the sun
A heart of gold, but you're made of glass
From all that shit he put you through in the past
I can't condone, but am I any better?
Addicted and narcissistic, I change like the weather
Not sure whether I'm bipolar
Or just out of tune
Every time I get sober
I get hit with something new
Chose to love me, not much else left to do
But if I love me, maybe I could love you too
If I love you, will you love me
And not leave this a memory
You bet, I'm off the drugs again
Know it makes me hard to stand
If you felt nothing youd understand
Theres no pain cause theres no end
If I love you, will you love me
And not leave this a memory
If I love you, will you love me
Will you, damn
And not leave this a memory
Will you, damn
If I love you, will you love me
If I love you, will you love me
Will you, damn