Lulu - Realism Lyrics

Used to feel the
Used to fill the void with
Different kinds of noise but now
I'm changing my employment
Yeah I feel devoid of the feelings of the dread that was keeping me noid
Pullin me down
All the strings that we tie
Had to untie these knots
Now I'm binding
Myself to my soul and reminding
That I love my dada
Love my body but it's just a vessel
Always special
You're so special
And I love rose petals
On your body and various flowers from everywhere
Sorry I played you like game and I'm sorry
And I don't want to waste no more time
Acting like you don't mean the most to me
So let's get to this
Let's get it

Ignoring my exes
Ignoring my past
Ignoring my plexus
Solar
Open up my boulder
Astral projection
Do I even care about this f*ckin election

Yes I do but I don't
But I do but I don't
But I don't but I don't
But I do but I don't
But I do but I don't but I
Bada bing bada boom
Yeah I come on the mic
And I kill everyone in the room
Not even with violence
Just the power of sound
I keep that shit going down
I keep you thinking bout me when you leave around town
Riding around thinking bout aye rich yeah u was in my ear
I sound so cool
When I'm on the mic and I don't mean to brag
But I know you feel that
If you here then say hell yeah
If you here than say hell yeah
We ain't going to hell yeah
We got enough plans yeah yeah
Know that it felt damaged
We always attached to
What seems realistic
But what is realistic is often fictitious
Now we gotta keep pushing
Pushin keep on keep on going
Pushin
I know that you wanna wanna run away your pushin
Run into the fire
You keep on going higher
Your grandfather died in fire
And you think about that shit a lot
But you don't really think about how that shit does inspire
Everyone's safety and need for
Watching the back of everyone in the family tree
For instance everybody live with me more
Now I see zzz's more
RIP Philip Seymour
Why I got so much
Detours
I got so much in store
I can see you in stores
Posted with them pictures
And I always got them issues
Lemme keep pushing past it
I love myself and my family and that is enough
If I consider you family
Then we are a family
We gon keep doing that
We can be

It's a lotta shit that we can't be but we can be
Free
It's a lotta shit that we can't be but we can be
Free
Gotta keep pushing for that
It's important
Gotta keep pushing for that
It's important