Luna Scar - I Would Still Be Yours If You Asked Lyrics

I am so weak, I should hate you
But instead, what I hate is how I'm a slave to you
I want you to abuse me more so
I can feel something instead of feeling empty
I'm trying to be steady but my heart is heavy, so heavy

Kiss her again in the bathroom
I can't wash my hands now without feeling unclean
'Cuz I know that I've touched the one that betrayed me
I can't make love to you 'cuz I know her signature is there
You didn't stop her, why didn't you stop her?
And you didn't stop her

I had a dream you cheated on me
I should've read the signs
My inhibitions are a red light
Listened to the echoes
But I'll do it for you
Where's the f*cking head at?
Just so you don't cry
You added to my trauma
I let myself loose
Have you ever fallen victim to change?
To the dropping of belts
I'm so weak and this he knows
What happens when someone is better?
It's just a dream, just a dream, just a dream