Guilty
Conscious
Leaves you
Rotting
This is
What you
F*cking
Wanted
Anger filling up the tanks full
I guess should be thankful
I guess I should be grateful
But loosen your grip
I can barely breathe
The walls that you built me
Close in around me
How many chemicals do I research
Until I find what's wrong with me
How long till research chemicals
In my brain stop haunting me
Voices in my head
Sing to me in a new harmony
Don't know how to let go
But holding on is harming me
I keep looking
But I still can't find any answers
No matter where I go
There always seems to be
Greener pastures
I keep looking
But I still can't find any answers
Dunno where to go
No
How many chemicals do I research
Until I find what's wrong with me
How long till research chemicals
In my brain stop haunting me
They want the death of me
I am not your enemy
I am
Begging for empathy
But they want the death of me
Don't know how to let go
Guilty
Conscience
Leaves you
Rotting
This is
What you
F*cking
Wanted
I keep looking
But I still can't find any answers
No matter where I go
There always seems to be
Greener pastures
I keep looking
But I still can't find any answers"