Voices in my head
Want to drown me in the dread
I can't keep holding on
Help me before I'm gone
I need help
I don't wanna live inside this shell
Locked in a cell
Why does it seem like my head is hell
I just want to leave
Abandon my own mind
Leaving all the darkness
And all the emptiness behind
Why is it so damn hard
To let the pain go away
Cant put down my guard
Or else I'll be led astray
So should I just run
Bring the suffering with me
Or fight it till I'm done
So my thoughts will let me be
Voices in my head
Want to drown me in the dread
I can't keep holding on
Help me before I'm gone
I swear I'm trying man
Sometimes I- I just don't wanna leave
Stay in my bed and just rest, eternally
Now here are some thoughts I wanted to free from myself
It's getting hard to breathe with all these photos on the shelf
So I'm writing what I feel in hope someone will understand me
And it ain't only about the metaphors look closely and you'll see
If I tell you I can't take one more second of this life what would you do
Would you help me figure out my mind
Or would you join me too
Im sorry for putting you in such a dark place
Im just tired of feeling so alone, feeling like I am a disgrace
So many times I've thought about ending it all
But it wouldn't solve a thing, that would only make more people fall
I've got to make some people proud
So I'll do this until I'm gone
Even if it means to shut my soul
And have a heart of stone