LXCCA - Feels Lyrics

I don't even know why I'm feeling this way
Pouring up double cups I been leaning for days
Try to change but I can't I be stuck in my ways
Giving up smoke a blunt can't even see through the haze
I'm just tryna fit in but I can't find my place
Still moving along at my same old pace
Can't stand it here can't wait to move out the states
To an island by myself where I can't make no mistakes

People always tryna say that I'm just looking for breaks
In reality they don't even see what they've made
Broken kid locked up in societies cage
Keep the ski up in the back no face case
Tired of these people hating on me
Not feeling it today so don't bug me
Lead up in my brain Cobain with the slugs b
Am I gonna die young I said probably
Hopefully not I got a lot to do in spite of things
Continue every day even though this f*cking pain stings
Keep pushing on for my mama and the finer things
I know what she wanna see stay focused on whats saving me