Lxveland - Seasonal Depression Lyrics

I've been on a late night drive
I've been up the past nine nights
I've been living like a cat, nine lives
It's all right if the bad guy dies, right
I guess I should've died in that little room
Hard work don't always work, I'm the living proof
I thought I was the truth, was it all a ruse
I've been sick so long I just got immune

I hate the cold but love to smoke in it, I don't know why
I love your body when I'm holding it, you get me high
My face is numb from all the drugs, I take a drag and don't reply
I hate to run but babe, I'm young, and this is how I'm gonna die
I still hit the roll before I step up in the ride
I still think about her but she never hit my line
I want out but it's too late, in all my dreams I die
I want out but it's too late, in all my dreams I die

I get up, then I come down
She lose herself when I'm around
I always be out on the town
I get in late, don't make a sound
She looks so peaceful when she sleeps
I hope her dreams keep her from me
But she wishes she heard from me
Every time I go and leave
Everyone claims they know facts
Everyone wants to attack
All these people just look sad
But being down is now a fad
My mind always be running laps
Tortures me like run it back
Whiplash tied me to these tracks
Life a show and we all act
Smile big at the camera
Drive a brand new Panamera
Take her shopping for some Vera
Buy a house in Madeira
This emptiness I feel inside
Has nowhere left that it can hide
But I just lie and say I'm fine
Wish I could sleep cos...

I hate the cold but love to smoke in it, I don't know why
I love your body when I'm holding it, you get me high
My face is numb from all the drugs, I take a drag and don't reply
I hate to run but babe, I'm young, and this is how I'm gonna die
I still hit the roll before I step up in the ride
I still think about her but she never hit my line
I want out but it's too late, in all my dreams I die
I want out but it's too late, in all my dreams I die