Try to imagine walkin round in a hunnid crowds
Head down do they know me now?
Head down i'm lookin out
I be searchin wild for a way out
But nobody notice i'm trippin
Used to talk suicidal cause i just need attention
Not want did you get my mention
Spoken word head itchin
I only relate to my pain
Knowin damn well to keep my distance
God damn I be cryin
I tell you the truth that i'm lyin
I be burnin up on the inside
My body in flames i can't hide
You look and found a surprise
Just me here with no pride
Feelins in a chest locked away
Swallowed the key with my pride
I sit back and I park my car
Look and pray to a shootin Star
Close my eyes and believe I'll make it
Had a dream I was goin far
Gah damn
Shit be tough
Am I never enough?
Long nights early mornins late days isn't faith
I look around in my place
Still nobody in my place
Just me here and a drank
Microphone and a frank
Steady goin I record
They want me to stop but I can't
Power through like a racehorse
You wit me now what you came for?
Didn't love me when I started
You grown now what you bang for?
I see people do the switch
Actin up like a glitch
Think of lies they can pitch
Don't phase me I'm legit
Gah damn
Shit be tough
Am I never enough?