Made Smoove - still dgaf. Lyrics

(I know the road I've been traveling, that far is long thanks to you)
(See I remember when you said go this way)
(But still I wanted to do my own thing)
Yeah
I'm lashing out I got a reason blessed but I was born a demon
Some of those will get the meaning but others think I ain't believing
Shaking back it's never easy the bitch was Shy but took the Glizzy
Bring Thunder to my City
I was Shai now I'm thinking Giddey (Yeah)
Gritty's what I meant to say gritty's how I come to play
I eat the cake like Anna Mae this bitch a trip like Ella Mai (Yeah)
I can't but really can when you're on top you'll understand
Keeping people happy while you're broken is the latest trend (Yeah)
Like Pico they know I'm the guy yo
Her only fan no going viral
On the grind be back tomorrow
Respect the L you know I got to
Certain pills are tough to swallow I peep the script for any typos
Had to change put down the bottle
You give ok (Yeah)
You give your heart they're bound to break it
When you're around I must replace it
Thought it was gonna feel amazing but it left me devastated
My darkest days they right behind me she want the dick she'll come and find me
On ex's can't be speaking highly love was poison talking ivy
I wonder what she telling people I don't care cause they don't know
The other side of me began to show she couldn't take it though (For real)
Times was hard she turned to ghost addy on the highest dose
Cut it close my scar was deep passion every time I speak
If you agree then say capische they once again disturbed my peace
I put up with that shit again but crashing out just as we speak
Peak is something I have yet to reach if I could say the least
Emotion over beats can't hold it in I need my sanity (Skurt)
Get your mind right get your grind right young nigga
On me
Still tuning in to the greatest ever
F*ck you mean
Yeah
It's hard to think when you're in pain say shit you don't mean in vain
Don't need the ice in my veins I'm filled with blessings can't complain (Uh)
My best resort is keep it pushing swore I fell so many times
I shine my light on rainy days I'm walking through and bitches looking
My only thought is getting paid not getting laid that's just for pleasure
Lowkey hoes is with whatever something light not out of spite
Now flip the script I'm back to lashin' out
I'm back to crashin' out
Was built to live just life they talk about can't do no backing out (Yeah)
Call me Rae these bitches Sremm like a proto I ain't got no type
I treat her like a snack just like an app she say she keep it tight
Good times I got the vibes like Double J I got the dynamite
All my lows done turned the highs (Woah)
Was chasing highs now chasing dreams (Ok)
Was screaming someone help me please run up the digits like I'm Spider
I know I like the cake but I don't need a hoe my Flo's a Rida (Yeah)
F*ck your hoe I think I might just f*cked your hoe I think I might've (Sheesh)
Took the steps just like a flight of
Yeah
Straight like that
And you know it's good to have an open heart you feel what I'm saying
Just don't open it for the wrong people
Yeah