Maggie Cassidy - Just to Know Lyrics

Is it worth looking love in the face
Say you're tired of her honourable ways
And let lust destroy this place
Or
Is it worth letting fire from these veins
Striking off, runaway with no trace
Ignite my duty filled space
Just to know

How it feels to be free
How it feels to implode
How it feels to be hurt
To destroy all I know
Just to know how it feels

Should I listen to the demons of choice
The ones who tell me all my values are void
Let envy steal this joy
Or
Should I act on the fatal fantasies
That tempt and test me through dreams
Should I lash out
Should I lash out
Just to see

If I ever slow down
If I ever slow down I'll need therapy
Oh god if I ever slow down
If I ever slow down
Will the guilt catch me