Main - Dear Dad (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) Lyrics

This is gonna be hard for me
Um, I'm gonna call this uh, dear dad
Okay
This goes out to you pops
Dear Dad
I really miss you man
You didn't get to see me
Grow up to be a man
I know that you're watching from above
Up there with the birds and the doves
It's hard for me to rap about this shit
Especially since you aren't there
To help me get through it
I sit here think what if you were still here
Cause if I was older we could sip some beers
But you aren't and it sucks
I just wanna see you one more time
Or is that too much to ask of you
God I feel like such a fool talking to
Someone that isn't even here
But if you were that would be oh so dear
It would help me and mom get through the pain of it all
You didn't do anything wrong
It's just you're gone, and it's been so long
7 years flies by like nothing
Especially since you meant something to me, yeah, yeah
This letter was made specially for you
I didn't know how to start it or end it
But now I feel like I don't want to end it all
Cause I know
You wouldn't want me to fall
I remember how I feel every fall
That's when my heart gets lost, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
It's when I first felt major loss, yeah
It's when I first felt major loss, yeah
Yeah, hey
I'mma paint a picture for you
It's 2011
A brisk October day
I'm just sitting there
I'm just sitting there astray
When I hear the doorbell
From my friends door
It was my mom looking kinda poor
She said she needed to talk to me
So she brought me upstairs
And god I hoped she wouldn't dare
Tell me the big scare, it hit me like a brick
That was on fire, and that was covered in pricks
I run to the car and sit there crying
And then it hit me man, he had stopped dying, yeah
Years go by with things getting worse
Next thing you know my grandmas in a hearse
But now as I get older I feel better
Knowing you always got me feeling good weather
I guess that, I guess that, I guess that's
I guess that's the end, yeah
I guess that's the end of th-
I guess that's the end of this letter
(I am the greatest)