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Telling the wide web that this is my era
Then writing a lot of heartbroken music
Nobody actually happy and healthy
Has ever felt so desperate to prove it
You took a road trip into the mountains
I feel like all of my exes have done that
You look like a film Michael Cera would act in
And it felt like a face slap

It keeps hurting
But I keep searching

You're still there (still there)
You look better (what the f*ck?)
I fought it but I saw it
And it sawed me right in half
You still get to me
But I still let ya (yes, I do)
You're being the superstar
And all I got are victim cards
And you've got every single thing you want
And I just watch
I just watch, I just watch

Millennium baby but you are pretentious
So you have a camcorder out of the '90s
And everybody pretends that they're great
But what if you actually might be?

I forget to (I forget to)
So I gotta get my act together

You're still there (still there)
You look better (what the f*ck?)
I fought it but I saw it
And it sawed me right in half
You still get to me
But I still let ya (yes, I do)
You're being the superstar
And all I got are victim cards
And you've got every single thing you want
And I just watch

I know that I should know better
I don't think I want to get better
So obsessed, now I don't have ya
I just keep looking back at ya
I know that I should know better
I don't think I want to get better
So obsessed, I'm so obsessed

I'm still here in my loafers (with a smoothie)
And I saw you and your girlfriend
Sure, I don't know she's your girlfriend
Well, f*cking sue me 'cause at least then we could talk

You're still there (still there)
You look better (what the f*ck?)
I fought it but I saw it
And it sawed me right in half
You still get to me
But I still let ya (yes, I do)
Now you're living the goddamn dream
Have a golden star, this one's for free
'Cause you broke my heart and my self-esteem
For a girl who's a remix of me
But I guess you've got everything you want
And I just watch