Malcontent - Defaced Lyrics

For a long long time
I smiled a grin to bare it
I just ignored the sign feeding insecurities
You came into my life
Forcing hope from hopelessness
Binged on a life of ours
Purged out my emptiness
A life I'd laugh at
My life I'd do without
I tried to find myself
A hollowed shell of insecurities
You made me believe
Your lies and seduction
I made my eyes believe
There's no suffering
Forgive me if I kill myself
Forgive my selfishness
Forgive me if I kill myself
Forgive me if I kill you
You said that I'm defaced
I know I've seen your face in a magazine
Cover girl Mary-Kay or Maybelline
Beautiful hair with a smile that gives chills
Trancsetting eyes with the look the kills
F*ck you when you look my way
Cause you said that I'm defaced
F*ck you when you look my way
Cause you said that I'm defaced
Numb to your ways blind eyes in my sockets
Ask me for a drink and I'm coming out my pocket
Kiss me on the cheek and sent me on my way
Should have told you f*ck off
Instead, I'm jocking your play
F*ck you when you look my way
Cause you said that I'm defaced
F*ck you when you look my way
Cause you said that I'm defaced
You made me believe
Your lies and seduction
I made my eyes believe
There's no suffering
Forgive me if I kill myself
Forgive my selfishness
Forgive me if I kill myself
Forgive me if I kill you
You said that I'm defaced