I've been trying to hold it in
For as long as I can
Being strong so I won't cave in
I don't know where I'll land
They say that you gotta try to be strong, I know
But how can you hold on when it won't let you go
I decided I will
Cry if I want to
Bury my head if I need to
Gonna pick up my phone if I have to
Call if I need you
And you're gonna pick it up
Gonna cry if want to
I've been trying to understand
The way that I feel
I've been getting by on my own
Pretend it's not real
They say that you gotta try to be strong, I know
But strong has only made the gap between us grow
So, I decided I will
Cry if I want to
Bury my head if I need to
Gonna pick up my phone if I have to
Call if I need you
And you're gonna pick it up
Gonna cry if want to
They say that you gotta try to be strong, I know
But how can you hold on when it won't let you go
I decided I will
Cry If I want to
Burry my head if I need to
Gonna pick up my phone if I have to
Call if I need you
And you're gonna pick it up
Gonna cry if want to
Cry if want to
Cry if want to