Unfamiliar faces, can't see through the smoke in my kitchen
And I'm thinkin' of ditchin' this place
Are these people, lightin' up my room just by leavin'
Probably with something backward
Would you take my sorrow with you?
And if it wasn't for the money, I know you would've probably left me by now
And if I wasn't lonely, I know I would've kicked you out myself
And my vision's blurry, I can't see the curse I had
But I wish I wasn't lonely, I know I would've kicked you out
I know I would've kicked you out
Rather be alone than around a bunch of clones that remind me
Of all the parts about me, that I hate
Don't pick up my phone, I'm down a rabbithole with some old friends
Who know how to ghost me, by the end of the high
But they'll be back again
I press my luck, makin' deals with my demons
And they had their fun but the scales are uneven
And if it wasn't for the money, I know you would've probably left me by now
And if I wasn't lonely, I know I would've kicked you out myself
And my vision's blurry, I can't see the curse I had
But I wish I wasn't lonely, I know I would've kicked you out
I know I would've kicked you out
Kicked you out