Verse I
Put myself in a dark hell
How am I doing I'm not well
Just woke up in a motel
Alone, guess I blacked out
Popping pills not paying bills
I can't sit still my cup re-fills
I'm getting chills I know the drill
Ohh I'm feeling Ill
Mixing with lemonade
Give in to my decay
Only myself to blame
Mamma I know she prays
No friend will lend a hand
Burned every bridge I'm in
Not one lie left to tell
I know I need help
Pre:
I'm breaking
Can ye change me
In a nightmare
Somebody wake me
Treading water
Till I can't see
Chorus:
I black out won't wake up till tomorrow
Watch me drown at the bottom of a bottle
Killing myself
Till I black out
Living in hell
Till I black out
Want it to be over
Waking up sober
Catch my breath and I count to three
I want it to be over
Devils on my shoulder
Lift this curse right off of me
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
I blackout, I blackout
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
I blackout, I blackout
Verse II:
Drinking smoking 3 packets
Thinking don't be so average
Shaking in a jean jacket
See panic
Mean addict
That's when dreams vanish Want me to rehab it
It's passed a bad habit
I can't stand it
I need answers
Pre:
I'm breaking
Can ye change me
In a nightmare
Somebody wake me
Treading water
Till I can't see
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
I blackout, I blackout
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
I blackout, I blackout
Chorus:
I black out won't wake up till tomorrow
Watch me drown at the bottom of a bottle
Killing myself
Till I black out
Living in hell
Till I black out
Want it to be over
Waking up sober
Catch my breath and I count to three
Want it to be over
Devils on my shoulder
Lift this curse right off of me
Bridge
Truth is burning in my eyes
Feeling like I'm half alive
I swear this is the last time
Escaping my suicide
Truth is burning in my eyes
Feeling like I'm half alive
I swear this is the last time
Escaping my suicide
Chorus:
I black out won't wake up till tomorrow
Watch me drown at the bottom of a bottle
Killing myself
Till I black out
Living in hell
Till I black out
Want it to be over
Waking up sober
Catch my breath and I count to three
Want it to be over
Devils on my shoulder
Lift this curse right off of me